To me, you have bequeathed
a half-dissolved
apple, a spider,
and three crescents
of your fingernails.
A large Y of black stitches
has split your trunk into thirds —
a child’s rendition
of a bird migrating
towards your feet.
The arc of the scar
on your right calf
reminds me of a hooked trout
I once saw leaping
from the surge of a stream,
a curve of light shaped
by the moment between life
and the infinite space
just above it.
Smoke-browned fish on a white plate,
dawn-grey body on a silver table —
we do not like to linger
on how the dead may still nourish us.
Later, I will tell your family
what no one ever knew,
but you may have suspected:
you had two exquisite,
plum-colored kidneys,
lustrous and faultless
as the surface of a yolk.
From: http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/10/30/AR2009103003395.html
Date: 2009
By: Nicky Beer (19??- )