A Prayer for Indifference by Frances Greville

Oft I’ve implor’d the gods in vain, 
            And pray’d till I’ve been weary; 
For once I’ll seek my wish to gain 
            Of Oberon, the Fairy.

Sweet airy being, wanton sprite, 
            Who lurk’st in woods unseen, 
And oft by Cynthia’s silver light, 
            Trip’st gaily o’er the green:

If e’er thy pitying heart was mov’d, 
            As ancient stories tell, 
And for the Athenian maid who lov’d, 
            Thou sought’st a wondrous spell;

O deign once more t’exert thy power! 
            Haply some herb or tree,
Sovereign as juice of western flower, 
            Conceals a balm for me.

I ask no kind return of love, 
            No tempting charm to please;
Far from the heart those gifts remove, 
            That sighs for peace and ease:

Nor peace, nor ease, the heart can know, 
            That, like the needle true, 
Turns at the touch of joy or woe,  
            But, turning, trembles too.

Far as distress the soul can wound, 
            ‘Tis pain in each degree; 
‘Tis bliss but to a certain bound, 
            Beyond, is agony.

Then take this treacherous sense of mine, 
            Which dooms me still to smart;
Which pleasure can to pain refine, 
            To pain new pangs depart.

O haste to shed the sovereign balm, 
            My shatter’d nerves new string; 
And for my guest, serenely calm, 
            The nymph Indifference bring!

At her approach, see Hope, see Fear, 
            See Expectation fly! 
And Disappointment in the rear, 
            That blasts the promis’d joy!

The tear which Pity taught to flow 
            The eye shall then disown; 
The heart that melts for others’ woe 
            Shall then scarce feel its own.

The wounds which now each moment bleed, 
            Each moment then shall close; 
And tranquil days shall still succeed
            To nights of calm repose.

O Fairy Elf! but grant me this, 
            This one kind comfort send, 
And so may never-fading bliss 
            Thy flowery paths attend!

So may the glow-worm’s glimmering light 
            Thy tiny footsteps lead 
To some new region of delight, 
            Unknown to mortal tread!

And be thy acorn goblet filled
            With heaven’s ambrosial dew, 
From sweetest, freshest flowers distilled, 
            That shed fresh sweets for you!

And what of  life remains for me 
            I’ll pass in sober ease; 
Half pleased, contented will I be,
            Content but half to please.

From: http://www.english.upenn.edu/~curran/250-96/Sensibility/greville.html

Date: 1759

By: Frances Greville (c1724-1789)

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